HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE everyone :D

i'm happy to know that we can survive til this year
what a great year, isn't it?

i just can't leave every moments i've passed through this year
with my family, friends, bestfriends, dormates, classmates, exc...
i really happy and thankful to be a part of this wonderful life.

and i just wanna say to everyone who feel sad to leave this year :
"Mmm...well,just believe and be positive that 2011 gonna be a greater year for you :)"
we don't know what happen next, rite? yeah, that's such a mystery
we don't know where the fate takes us,
we don't know who we'll met next
we don't know is that better for us or is this good for us
it just need time and our effort to make it better :D

my positive side said :
well, talking about my new year eve...
yeah, as usual! i just stay at home
it's probably silly, rite?
for the whole 17 new year eves, i spend it with my family in our house
yeah, in OUR HOUSE!
we never go out or going somewhere else for just celebrating new year
well, i've decided to not judge anyone for no reason
i'll just wait and let it flow as it should to be
maybe soon or later i'll know the reason, why my family never spend our new year royally like other family do in every new year night eve
well, i'm enjoying enough sitting in livingroom, watching movies, laugh together or talking about something funny or silly
eating many foods and looking wonderful fireworks sparkling on the sky

my negative side said :
i'm stuck at home with my family, AGAIN!
for the 17th new year eve in the whole of my life
i really wanna know how it's feel celebrate event like this with friends
well, at least i can compare it rite?
i don't know it's normal or not.. but this is what my mind wondering to know about
since i was child, teens (as me now)... my dad never let me go out/hang out to celebrate event like this with my friends
okay, i can accept that... maybe he afraid something bad happen to me
but, if he didn't let me go out with my friends
and why we have to stuck at home? at whole year?
why?
why we don't go out to celebrate it?
why we don't ... well, i'll stop talk about it!

the real truth is :
i'm truly madly deeply can't wait when i graduate from high school and enter to the college
i can't wait...
i can't wait to have a college and spend much time without my dad's permission anymore
i can't wait to have my journey adventure... yeah, doing my private projects with someone who love traveling, learn tradition, and taking picture :D
and i can't wait at all.

GOD, this is my greatest wishes in 2011 -->
please... let me pass the national and the school examination.
please... let me pass the test in JAVA university at dentistry faculty
please... give my parents long age so they can see me become a succes woman
please... let me get your blessing so i can be a great human for you
please... let me make my dreams come true
i've told you about my dreams, rite? i don't need to write it again here.
well... those are my simple wishes...
i believe with your almighty power, these are just simple wishes to make them true :')
thanks for being myside through my happy,sad,and though moments since i was born in this world.
thanks a lot GOD and be with me always don't ever leave me :')