don't blame, just worth it! :D

now i just realize that... why should i cry? why?

God promises to us, that God wouldn't give us something that we can't face on. 

well, it's true. i said it's true. 

because every problem has their own resolution.

and it depends how strong we face it. 

how wise we think about it. 

and how good we solve it. 

it depends on us. 

our-self.

and why should i cry ?

come on... i had been crying for many times. 

i had been taking out many tears in my life.

for what? for the problem that i thought i've never solved but the fact i can solved it. 

yeah, the real fact is i can solve it. 

some well and some other not well enough. 

but at least i've ever done something to decrease problems of my life. 

and here are some reasons WHY i shouldn't cry for my precious life time :

** because i have my parents who love me so much and give me everything i need. thanks mom, dad :*

** because God lets me live my life with moeslem's parents who teach me religion much

** because i born at a safe country. safe from war and social conflict. i live in harmony

** because i can eat everytime i want and everywhere i'm

** because i get many facilities. such as tv, hp, laptop, exc. come on, not everyone can get these stuffs

** because i was thought by great teachers so i can be yeah.. we can say "smart" enough

** because i didn't get involved to a free society

** because i have a healthy body (alhamdulillahhhhh)

** because i can still buy things i want (not at all) at least i can buy novel, fancy dress, exc...

** because i have bestfriends (Fara, Wina, Wadiah) 

** because i have many friends (from TK, SD3, SMP2, SMA17)

** because i always have a chance to enter a superior school (such SD3,SMP2,SMA17)

** because i chance to school, to go hang out with family and friends, and online free at my home

see???? what else i need? i always be in a good condition...  (probably)

even i have many troubles and problems to faced on. 

but i keep fighting and survive. 

yeah i survive :D

i believe that behind every troubles

there always something good 

so, don't blame your life guys

worth it!

worth it!

worth it!

if someone ask me like this :

"i got some troubles with my family, my friends, and my sisters... hey, i've done manythings wrong. i've done many mistakes. i've ruined my own life. and it's gonna kill me slowly. i got stressed and i can face it anymore. it's kind a punishment for me. i can't... i can't face it!" 

i'll answer like this:

"well... i'm not telling you it is going to be easy. i'm telling you it's going to be worth it. trust me"

^^